So, quick, tell me what you think of when you see this picture:
Yep, we did the genital and rectal examinations this week. Now, I’m going to be pretty vague about the experience – because professionalism – but it’s something I really wanted to talk about. No matter how grown up and mature we are, I think most of us – and I know at least my group – felt a bit awkward going into this session. Med school is all about simulation – simulated patients in simulated scenarios. As such, we don’t ‘touch’ patients as much as learn about them. Added to that, although the prostate and penis exams are medical exams that are no more sexual than a cardiac or GI exam, there still exists a layer of subconscious meaning with them that is hard to shake. Society has rules about these things, and as members of society we follow the unspoken rules of not pulling out our genitals for strangers to view and examine. I felt that way, to a lesser degree, when I first started seeing women get checked for dilation, or birth, even though that’s the field I’m really interested in, and I am a woman. I think this is because crossing over that unspoken societal line is, naturally, a strange if not somewhat taboo experience, and this isn’t helped by being a med student, where you are so afraid of “doing it wrong.”
So that, in a nutshell – I honestly didn’t intend for that to be a pun – was my mental state before going into the session;
How did it turn out?
Honestly, although I wouldn’t call the experience ‘fun,’ it was actually an excellent learning experience. The session was just the tutor and 2 students (splitting our normal groups of 4) and there was no doctor – the tutor taught the session and then acted as the simulated patient, and whom we performed the genital and digital rectal exam on. And I cannot say enough good things about how the session was set up – we were taught in the first hour how take the specific history and do the exam, and then in the 2nd hour we each took a history – rectal or genital – and then did both exams. The way it was set up – the patient as the tutor, only 2 students – really made it a safe learning experience, and it was the farthest thing from awkward. You just got into it, and then it was just like any other medical exam – I just wanted to do it right, and which part of the body I was actually examining was the last thing on my mind. It was also a great session in that I really took a lot of knowledge out of it; despite it being a session I had 2 days before my exam, it was so well explained I could probably do a pretty though exam now without any review, which isn’t something I’ve ever been able to say for the previous physical exams.
So, final verdict on the digital rectal and genital exams? Not something I intend to make a future practice of, but definitely a good learning experience.
Doesn’t mean I didn’t take the opportunity to text my dad – who prefers to think of me as his innocent little Shirley Temple (I was a curly haired baby) – and torture him a little bit about ‘examining a man’s genitals at school today.’
Maybe I’m not that grown up after all 😉